Obscure hungers

Famine enough led to a scavenging of sorts
Different wars with parts that didn’t fit

the thirsty choking on sighs
Blackened tongues from fiery
pulpits spewing rotten fruit
the fruit of famine

and they try harder now just to feel full
travel farther

You’ve met the wayward and they are there with you
Insatiables
They’ve met on certain ships
bound for different unwelcoming
Ports
set sail sometimes hoping to meet
in calmer seas

You’ve been tempest-tossed of late
Land-bound and hoping
Clasping tight round certain ribs

She won’t let go of your hips now
grasps tighter
Her face buried in your neck
makes you quiet
Quiets the rumbling in your belly

You try harder to feed the hunger
You’re so far now
much quieter of late
And they too scavenge in the dimming light of day
You’re far too quiet and much farther
than any lighthouse

But there are books enough to burn
And there are always certain pages

Tags: poetry

The Occultation of Suren

Part I

Three clicks and a rapping to rattle

They were hiding in the back

Clipping, cracks, shuffling

Noises to suffocate
Hold your breath honey

Hold your breath, shhhh

Three shots fired in a language he understands
when screaming 
follows and shrieking
he
 understands

Hold back honey
Don’t let it out

Suck it in honey and close your eyes

Small feet in small leather shoes

Size 2s in a row
holding hands don’t
 disband
Don’t say a word
Don’t make a move
Suren is running
 honey
He’ll get the news

Suren is running in bare feet bruised

Size 3 
No leather shoes

Hold it in

Don’t scream

Don’t move 

Close your eyes

Shut your ears 

Don’t make a sound

Don’t make a move

Suren is running

Part II

Run baby boy run
Says
Death’s on my back
Run baby boy run
Cries
Devils on the track

Don’t turn around
Don’t look back

Part III

Osman was a friend of mine
Orhan was another
Selim was a friend of mine
Mehmet was his brother

Part IV

Boy is running riverside
Boy is heading downstream
Feet cracked
Swollen feet bleeding
Won’t stop won’t turn around
Won’t scream tears making tracks

You need to keep running Suren
You heard their plans
Keep running Suren
Warn the village son

Part V

Something’s in the water
Water’s turning red
Floating down the river
Water running red
Small leather shoes
Small feet no leather shoes
Size 2s

You need to keep running Suren
Don’t stop
Don’t turn around
Don’t scream
Keep running honey shhhh
Don’t cry
Don’t slow
Don’t freeze

Suren keep running

The Occultation of Suren

Part I

Three clicks and a rapping to rattle
They were hiding in the back
Clipping, cracks, shuffling
Noises to suffocate
Hold your breath honey
Hold your breath, shhhh

Three shots fired in a language
He understands when screaming
follows and shrieking he
Understands
Hold back honey don’t let it out
Suck it in honey and close your eyes

Small feet in small leather shoes
Size 2s in a row holding hands don’t
disband don’t say a word don’t make a move Suren is running
Honey he’ll get the news
Suren is running in bare feet bruised
Size 3 no leather shoes

Hold it in
Don’t scream
Don’t move
Close your eyes
Shut your ears
Don’t make a sound
Don’t make a move

Suren is running

writerlypretension:

We looked for Aleph, looked inside;

Searched for the place 

Waters divide from waters and


Found a nail to hold down heaven,

Tent peg to earth,
Its stake to claim, transform.

I gazed into Aleph, the secret of good,

Hidden in a ray of light, 

From the beginning,

Divine…

Falling through cracks on a study day

I have time enough to slip through
& disappear, skipping ropes
Double Dutch
Between beauty and dread
my heart is racing

Spring arrived late but with exuberance

Spring arrived late but with exuberance